Ruins of My Life

My words.


Just like seasons, you changed, it was slow but predictable. Yet every coming year brings with it a new sense of false prediction, Maybe, you will fall back into my arms as the falling white snow, Or maybe, your smile... Continue Reading →


When people enquire about why I do not like winter, I smile and tell them I never really liked chilly weather. I could never bring myself to tell them that when the cold breeze touches my skin, it reminds me... Continue Reading →

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The way you look at me And make me laugh You take me by my hand Tell me it will last I believe the things you say Even when I doubt The way you touch my skin And kiss my... Continue Reading →

To The Messy Days

There will be some days when you will feel lonelier, more broken and empty than your usual days. You will find it hard to move forward. Your feet will stumble and stop in crowded places. You will lose your focus... Continue Reading →


The distance kept growing like the ends of a weak thread being pulled apart, Eventually leading to a point of breaking, of not being able to stay one anymore. There was resentment in their eyes with every bit of harshness... Continue Reading →

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A lazy day, a lousy night, There's no such thing as a perfect life. A fallen flower, a broken heart, Still looks like a beautiful art. His messy hair, her smudged eyes, Tells of a love that's beyond the skies.... Continue Reading →

The Mother in My Womb

When you grow up to be a young lady, I will tell you all about the struggles you will have to endure. You will learn about the heaviness this world carries within itself, and the harshness dwelling in the hearts... Continue Reading →

Go to Sleep

The clock is ticking, whispers in the ears Long cold nights, the darkness adheres Weary eyes and the circles around Not much there is to not worry about Over the mud and under the sky there's a place in between,... Continue Reading →

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A Free Tail

You were trapped in a box It was dark and void You cut your wings To fit in and cling Your fragile claws clenched onto the edge Afraid to let go of the cage You held on long enough To... Continue Reading →


Love them beyond their flaws and tell them it's what makes them unique Overlook the errors they make and help their heart to let go of the guilt Hold their hand when they're afraid to walk alone and remind them... Continue Reading →


A fairytale it once was the close-to-perfect characters in a perfectly written storyline unappreciated, it flopped. The seventeen-storey building with perfectly lit hallways and magnificently carved wooden doors trembled, it crumbled down. He took the woman in not by her... Continue Reading →

Blank Slate

I hold you close with the ray of hope in a dark room where I abide by rules of misery and abuse   O my blank slate I will paint you with bright colors and decorate you with glitter and... Continue Reading →

Just Maybe

Wandering places at hours of cold, I look for an edge to stay A heart to love, a hand to hold A lover to care, a friend to play. There are flowers with thorns, and skies with rains And clouds... Continue Reading →

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यह इस दुनिया की फितरत है, यह ज़िन्दगी का उसूल है, यहाँ बेबसी की है धूप, यहाँ की छाँव भी फ़िज़ूल है।   किसी को है अपनों से शिकायत, कोई अजनबियों की ज़िल्लत का है मारा। यहाँ गूंजती है महफ़िलों... Continue Reading →

The Loner

The cold breeze blows through her long loose hair She walks down the street among the pale-skinned humans Her head bowed down, eyes fearing the contact Trying to ignore the realities she don't want to face She weeps at the... Continue Reading →


Life gives us all kinds of sorrows and downfalls, it breaks us and tries to mold us back, just to do it all over again. There are things I come across everyday which remind me of all the past misfortunes... Continue Reading →


When the time comes for me to say goodbye, do not cry. When my hands turn cold and my feet turn blue, do not be looking for a clue. When you look at my pale face and I don't smile... Continue Reading →


The child in me dwindles as I age and my skin wrinkles. I sigh at the sight of my naked body that once bloomed with beauty, untouched. I once had the skin of a baby, soft as silk blank like... Continue Reading →

Out of Place

There used to be a good time, when the world around me seemed to be normal. Everything felt normal, and myself. It's quite hard to understand how I have come to reach this point of total despair. This world where... Continue Reading →

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My Deep Waters

Life wasn't all water, but I kept drowning. Who would you have saved me from, you were the one who drowned me.   Each morning passed dwelling upon the dreams that remained dreams. Evenings were spent weaving new dreams that... Continue Reading →

Beginning of the End

Now I lie awake at 4 in the morning, trying to find an inspiration to write. I am thinking about the things that make me feel differently, Something that brightens my eyes with awe when I catch a glimpse of... Continue Reading →

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Wander Away

When life becomes impossible for you, when it gets harder and harder to keep yourself alive, just close your eyes, and wander away. Think of the place you call your dreamland. Think of all the good things you have seen... Continue Reading →

A Stubborn Heart

"I lived my life as I pleased, There wasn't much that was left unsaid or undone. I did it all and I had no regrets. And I lived my life to the fullest." But that's not quite true, is it?... Continue Reading →

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Take me back

Take me back to the start, when I owned my heart. To the time I didn't know the world's going to tear me apart. When I was too innocent to see the cruelty, living in the blind world of my... Continue Reading →

Something I Lost

As I sit here in my room, all I see is the darkness of this world, It touches my eyes, then darkens my soul. I try to figure why I find this darkness here, this is supposed to be my... Continue Reading →

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